Sara

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:29:04 GMT

so my mice are mean! seriously the one bit my mom today!!

BUT i have pictures of my cute mean ass micee yeeee bitchesss

Jack

Gus

Both of them

Gus in front jack runnign behind him ^

those mice are mean! but cutee....

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 00:03:39 GMT

ok so i cut my hair today..
not alot just like i trimed it...

i got me some MOUSES today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there Jack and Gus cuz im hard like that i can name them after "Cinderela"(sp?) given them boy names when there girly girlsss

im seriously mad cuz if my cat eats them im killer!

but any ways tomorrow is seriously a real busy day! fo shoooi have

i have a doctors apt. with my sergin.. to get my tube pulled out a little bit more.. it might even come out all the way tomorrow!!!!! but they have no idea where its at right now i have to egt an x-ray..

then i have another doctors apt with my other doctor.. i think im getting my pick line taken outz! yay..
my last IV med is tonight...

but ohh yea my mice look like mini cows! i should have pictures of them sooon!!!!

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 02:35:51 GMT

ok sooo
yesterday

i woke up at likee 1:00 then watched the wedding singer.... then around like 4 i got ready to go to the movies out at the pittsburgh mills... well my mom maid me go with her her bf and his 2 kids... we saw Doogal it was deff. the stupidest movie i have ever seen in my life!!!!!!!!!!! then we went over his house after the movie was over at like 7 somethin... we were at his house till like 11....we left then went to Mcdonalds.. i got some chicken sandwhich thing with like ranch and bacon on it...

Today

i was up at like 10.. went to the hotmetal bridge chruch thing... its not bad... and its not stupid like normal church. Of chorse AGAIN my moms stupid ass bf and his kids came.. they were here all day my mom pissed me off cuz she was bein a bitch..
her bf brought his dog over my house and now he stayin over tonight which im pissed about.. cuz hes annoying!

but w/e

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 22:51:44 GMT

You Are 66% Evil

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.

How Evil Are You?

theres no way im that evil... seriously 66%!!!!!!!

i ate all the candy in my house i want chocolate!! and i have a doctors apt. on March 1st.. i have no idea how many days away that is andd i have different doctors apt. on wednesday....
i think on the 28th of this month i think im done with my IV medicine... on wednesday i got a new madication... but my stupid ass mom never got it filled and i havent been on it for 2 days...
im guessing thats bad but oh well... i serously do not need another pill to take.. i already take 8 twice a day. and 6 of them are like giant!

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 03:45:59 GMT

ok so today pretty much was gayyyy... i had to wake up at 7:30 my teacher came at 8:00 he gave me like seriously enough work to last me a year!! and he stupid old ass wants me to have it done by monday... i dono whats in his crack pipe but im not doin shit... i was saposta take a nother PSSA test today but he tryed to say this bullshit that im done.. Unless theres only a writing PSSA then yea im done but normally isnt there Math and Reading too???? ok so he must think im retarded cuz i was lookin threw my math book and we were doing questions from the book and he was like tryin to figure stuff out then i would get it before he even understood what to do and then he would try to explain it to me after i already new and it just pissed me off! i might look dumb but im really not all that dumb since i started to pay attention in school... alright so around likeee 10:30 i went to my doctors apt. childrens hospital is soooo fuckign gay i seriously HATE it... ok but anyways once i got in to my doctors office they took the dressing off my chest tube.. then they numbed me. which it burned when they were like shotin the stuff in me. so they pulled my tube out probably about an inch and a half... grose!!! when they pulled it out they got blood ALL over me!! it was all over my shirt and the table. there was that much blood cuz of my heperin.. which is what i flush my IVs with and the stuff they numbed me with makes me bleed more.. so no bog deal.. so the NP(nurse practitioner)erin was going to do my stiches and then after shes like aww shit! shes like are u still numb.. She put the wrong size stich in.. its too small... she said aw i really hope it doesnt pull out.. im ganna eb pissed it it does... so today was my 4th time going to the doctors since ive been out of the hospital. they had me going in for an apt. every five days and my stiches had pulled with in 5 days.. i really dont think these little stiches are ganna last a full week! this is ganna suck if they do full out and i ahve to go back within less then 7 days.. ok well im out cuz im seriously TIREDD u might think how is that posible u sit on your ass all day.. well i used all mt energey walking around the damn parking lots a childrens.. lol and im use to sleep all day and all night.. IM RUNNING OUT OF PAIN MEDS!!!

being int he hospital skewed me

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:02:36 GMT

omg im flipin out everyone knows that ive been out of school since before christmas brake and i really havent been doing school work. but anyways im getting home schooled now and my teacher was like u have till the end of next week for you to finish your PSSA test ok my wrighting and reading parts ill be ok on but math, nope im nto ganna do at all on it if it has new stuff that i didnt get to learn becuz i was in the hospital... my class probably went threw a hole math book with out me knowing... are looks like liek half and inch thick so we go threw them fast. but any ways im scared cuz i cant fail my PSSA... well i took Section 1 this morning of wrighting it wasnt to bad... and the thing is i only have 4 days to do all my tests. eek!!!! Today wednesday, next monday, and then that wednesday to.i hope thats enough time i can only do it on those days cuz my teacher can only be there while theres an adult over 21 there... and my mom has school tuesday, thursday nd friday... ok so after my teacher leaves i have like 2 hours to bum around my house before my doctors apt.(with my surgin) ok so i go to my apt. i had to get an x-ray on the 4th floor then go back to the 2nd floor for my surgin doctor dude to look at my chest tube. they said my x-ray was looking better which is really good!!
ok so there plan is to every week pull a little bit of my tube out at a time... my stiches had pulled out and my tube pulled out probably about 2 inches at home. so they didnt have to pull any thing out today.. but there reason for pulling it out a little bit at a time so that i heal formt he inside out so my lung doesnt get infected. ok so once they pull my tube out like an inch or 2 every week there ganna have to re sew me(did i spell that right?) some pretty much once a week untill my tube is out im ganna have to get stiches and they like numbed the fuck out of me they stuck me to give me the numbing stuff at least 5 times it was funny cuz then the nurse erin was like ok sara do u feel this and shes pokeing my skin around my tube with the needle and im like feel what... i started to bleed tho cuz of her pokeing me to test me... then i bled alot when my doctor did my stiches...
its cool tho becuz i was seeing them every day for about a month i new them pretty well. and i would always joke around with the nurse erin and my doctor...
but so yea u have a doctors apt. friday i hope every thing goes good!!!

but anyways for like the tenth time im ganna go watch The Ringer.
peace out girl scout

my HOSPITAL update.

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 22:14:54 GMT

blah blah blah
im still here its been 2 weeks.... i just found out today that im getting surgery(dono how to spell it) TOMORRROW ok im pretty scared.... they are sticking a tube in the side of me (leftside) to try and suck they bad stuff out of my lungs.... if it does work out then there ganna have to take my hole effing left lung out!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my doctors pretty much ganna have my dad fly here from korea.....

i dono so thats pretty much it so far.
wish me luck in surgery...
cuz im pretty scared...

HOSPITAL

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 23:55:31 GMT

so yea this is the first time ive been online since sunday...

ok so sunday night at about 10 my moms like lets go im taking you to southside hospital.. im like okk.
so we go they ask me probably a million questions. then i go back to the little emergencey room that i have a bed to lie down in. i start to get really really cold. i was getting a fever so they give my tylenal. Then i got the weirdest feeling in my stumack my mouth started to water like crazty i was like ohh shitt im ganna puke!!! and i didnt which is good i just felt really sick. so they had already suck me with the need to give me an I.V. and i hurtt!!!!!!!!!!! then they gave me a some stuff the make my stomack mot hurt and it made me sleep... they didnt really think anything of me going inthere then they xrays me and they see that i have an apsece w/e that is? in my upper left lung. So there like u realy need to go to childrens and stay they night so im like i really dont want to.. i really really didnt want to.
so i go to childrens and me n my mom are in like this room waiting for EVERRR for them to get me a room... finaly they did.. i had to go in a wheel chair up tp my room. i dont remeber what happen after that...

All i remember from monday is that i was tired as hell!!!! and i had aleast 20 different people come in and listen to my lungs becuz normaly when ppl have namonia u can hear somethin when in my lungs but they couldnt hear anything at all which is why i didnt no i had namonia for a month!
but oh well.
i puked a couple times i had some suck ass nurses.. i got a pick line cuz when and if i ever get to go home im ganna have to take my med. once a day threw an IV.

i dono what else to say if u want my phone number to my room ask me orr ask someone that i no alot cuz i dono when im ganna be online next..
right now im in room and they brought me a computer... yay..
i dont feel goood i think im ganna go lay downn

peaceee..
<3

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 05:36:21 GMT

Happy new year....

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 02:12:26 GMT

wow.... so yea its new years eve and what am i doing?
well ill answer that for you.... i am sitting here o my effing couch watching a scooby doo movie, eating ice cream and on the internet.
this is the scaryest scooby doo movie i have ever seen!!! EVERR!! the mosters are real! and the stuff is really creepy :(
for once fred and velma are the ones that got taken by the evil things... i swear shaggy is a pusssy yo hes al ways like ohh nooo i dont want to doo that i mightt see a MONSTER!! when his little skinny and scooby always go to the kitchen or dinning room. thats little fucks dont go and look for the moster... but did u ever notice there really aways is a moster were they go then they run and velma,daffnie,and fred have to catch then(sry for the bad spelling in names)\
AHHHHH AND THE COAST GARD IS EVILLLLL shaggys little ugly bitchin ho called them told them there friends were kid naped!!! STUPID STUPID LITTLE BLONDE BITCHHH........suger ray is in the movie and there singin a song. DAMN HOW OLD IS THIS MOVIE...ohh o nvm its form 2002! WOW MOFUCKA thats 4 YEARSagoo..ok
wow im down talkin about the scooby doo movie if u went out and u want to no more about the movie just ask me..

ok so anyways.... i was saposta go to matts party with kate then stay over kates house righttttt.......
but im no longer doing that cuz kate didnt even no if she was ganna go (put that shit on PAUSE)

FUCKIN SHAGGYS GIRL FRIEND SKANK IS A EVIL THING WITH A MAST ON!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

(ok PLAY NIGGA)

kate doesnt even no where her mom is!!! :O she had been at the laundry mat for like 5 hours at 8 but its 9 now so i hope she came home....
my mom wasnt even ganna let me stay over kates after all.. she cuz tomorrows my b day... thats a lie she nos i wanted to get drunk....

so yea im boredddd

well im ganna finish watching scooby doo...
peace niggasss

klsfhgls

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 22:10:09 GMT

im bored and probably doing nuthing tonight. :(

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 18:51:25 GMT

x: name = sara pack
:x: piercings = yes
:x: tattoos = none yet
:x: height= 5'4
:x: shoe size = 7 1/2
:x: hair color = dark brown/light brown/black/some blonde
:x: siblings = yes

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = madigascar
:x: song you listened to = laffy taffy
:x: song that was stuck in your head = note to self
:x: cd you bought/burned = distillers
:x: cd you listened to = penniewise
:x: person that's called you = my dad

DO...

:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = kinda
:x: you want more piercings = yea
:x: you like cleaning = sometimes
:x: you like roller coasters = maybe
:x: you write cursive or print = print

FOR OR AGAINST...

:x: long distance relationships = against
:x: using someone = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = for
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for
:x: soap operas = norally agaist

HAVE YOU...

:x: ever cried over a girl= over a friend
:x: ever cried over a boy = yea
:x: ever lied to someone = yea
:x: ever been arrested = almost

WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = white rain
:x: shoes do you wear = chucks,etnies
:x: are you scared of = dieing and spiders

NUMBER...

:x: of hearts I have broken? = none i hope
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? 3
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? once

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...

:x: funny = i guess
:x: hot = no
:x: friendly = most of the time
:x: ugly = yea
:x: loveable = i guess
:x: caring = yea
:x: sweet = i don't know
:x: dorky = yeah

FAVORITE

:x: actor/actress = johnny depp
:x: Candy = cookie dough bites
:x: Cereal = coco pebils
:x: Chewing gum = winter fresh
:x: Color(s) = brown,blue lime green andd pink
:x: Day of week = friday,saturday
:x: Least fave day = sunday&monday
:x: Flower = ??
:x: Jello flavor = lime
:x: Summer/Winter: fall/spring
:x: Trampolines or swimming pools: trampolines

|| Person who last.. ||

:x: Slept in your bed = my cat
:x: Saw you cry = my cat
:x: Made you cry = my cat
:x: You went to the movies with = family, kate n shane
:x: Yelled at you :mom
:x: Sent you an email: maleeka

|| Have you ever.. ||

:x: Said "I love you" and meant it? = yeah
:x: Gone out in public in your pajamas: YESS my first time was with kate
:x: Cried during a movie: no
:x: Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no
:x: Been on stage: yes 2nd grade plaY/lower class brats show
:x: Been to New York = yee lived there
:x: to California: no
:x: Hawaii: yea lives there
:x: China: no
:x: Canada: yee
:x: Europe: yee lived there
:x: Asia: no
:x: South America: no
:x: Australia: no
:x: Wished you were the opposite sex: yea only so i could pee in the snow
:x: Walmart or target?: wal*mart
:x: Spring or Fall?: fall
:x: Are you bored?: a little
:x: Last noise you heard?: Fairly Oddparents on tv
:x: Last smell you sniffed?: the air
:x: Last time you went out of state/province?:in august

|| Friendship/Love ||

:x: Do you want children one day &if so, how many: 1 or 2
:x: Most important thing to you in a friendship is?: Honesty.

|| Other Info ||

:x: Do you speak any other languages?: some spanish
:x: Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?bed. duhhhhh.flyers overing the walls
:x: How old do you look?: 16 ive been told
:x: How old do you act?: i dono
:x: Glasses/Contacts: both
:x: Do you have any pets?: yea
:x: I Hope... my birhtday doesnt suck
:x: I Am Tired of... ..... shit
:x: I Will Always be... a punk

Have you ever..

:x: Thought you were going to die: yea runing in the streets of down town when theres green lights!
:x: Wanted to Run away: yea
:x: Moved: yea r u kidding
:x: Contacted the police: no
:x: Smoked: duhhh
:x: Drank: yea
:x: Done drugs: only smoked weed
:x: Kissed someone of the same sex:honestly yea
:x: Broken A Bone: my finger and almost my collar bone
:x: Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: nope
:x: Been With Two boys At Once: nope
:x: Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yea
:x: Fell asleep in the bath: yea once when i was sick
:x: Gone to Church: yea i went last friday
:x: Never slept during the night: yea at kristens last year
:x: Been to camp: ew no
:x: Gone a week w/out shaving: hahaahhahaha no
:x: Didn't wash your hair for a week: ew no
:x: Stayed on the phone for over 3 hours: yea

blahh

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 02:32:42 GMT

Okk so i havent been on live journal for EVERRR!!!
welll last night i slept over chelseys<33 with kate,angie, and nikki....
it deff. was funn... alot of pictures were taken.... i mean ALOTTT...
we mad a giant cookiee....

thats about it im pretty boring.
and my birthday is in............ like a a dayyy!!!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 02:47:49 GMT

life sucks people you love die... thats never a happy feeling... my grandma just got out of the hospital... my pappy is still in the hospital =[ ... the hospital people dont think hes ganna make it trough the night but thats what they said last sunday... last sunday he looked whorible!!!!! ever one was said nd crying! soo yea life sucks cuz the people aroud u that u love die sooner or later...
<3SaRa<333

sad!

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 02:31:32 GMT

>>I went to a party,
>>And remembered what you said.
>>You told me not to drink, Mom,
>>So I had a Sprite instead.
>>I felt proud of myself,
>>The way you said I would,
>>That I didn't drink and drive,
>>Though some friends said I should.
>>I made a healthy choice,
>>And your advice to me was right.
>>The party finally ended,
>>And the kids drove out of sight.
>>I got into my car,
>>Sure to get home in one piece.
>>I never knew what was coming,
>>Mom something I expected least.
>>Now I'm lying on the pavement,
>>And I hear the policeman say,
>>The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
>>Mom, his voice seems far away.
>>My own blood's all around me,
>>As I try hard not to cry.
>>I can hear the paramedic say,
>>This girl is going to die.
>>I'm sure the guy had no idea,
>>While he was flying high,
>>Because he chose to drink and drive,
>>Now I would have to die.
>>So why do people do it,
>>Mom,
>>Knowing that it ruins lives?
>>And now the pain is cutting me,
>>Like a hundred stabbing knives.
>>Tell sister not to be afraid,
>>Mom Tell Daddy to be brave,
>>And when I go to Heaven,
>>Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
>>Someone should have taught him,
>>That it's wrong to drink and drive.
>>Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive.
>>My breath is getting shorter,
>>Mom,
>>I'm getting really scared.
>>These are my final moments,
>>And I'm so unprepared.
>>I wish that you could hold me,
>>Mom,
>>As I lie here and die.
>>I wish that I could say,
>>"I love you, Mom!"
>>So,
>>I love you and good-bye.
>>